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2002-07-07 - 11:37 p.m. Hello...Leah isn't back from camp yet...this is Steph writing a guest entry...same deal as last year. And you know what? A lot can happen in a year. Really. This time last year, I had just graduated from high school...I was single, getting ready to go to college, no job, no idea about my roomate or classes...and I thought that I had everything figured out. Now, everything is different...I have one year of college under my belt (not a steller one, but definitly one in which I learned a lot), I am happily in a relationship, I know how the college life goes, and I know who my friends and roomates are. I work at the Borders and make a steady paycheck...and I have nothing figured out. Almost everything I thought I knew for certain has turned out to be incorrect. In some ways I am a lot happier then I was last year. In other ways, I'm just as scared about the future. In one year, my life's plans have changed dramatically, and now I feel like I don't have guidance...I don't know what to do or where to go from here...I know that I can still explore some options, but I'm running out of time, and I don't want to fuck up this school year. So, that's on my mind a this moment in time...why I'm not writing this in my own diary? I don't know. Why am I still awake at this hour? I don't know. You know what? I don't know a lot of things...
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